I woke up this morning and went out to see my chickens, she runs around in the yard. I called for her name and she didnt come. I went into the field next to our house and found a pile of her feathers. I can't stop crying, i loved her so very much. I should have clipped her wings, but she just loved running outside the coop. I feel so bad about it, its all my fault that she is dead. I keep telling myself that maybe she struggled and is hiding somewhere alive, but at the same time I just dont know. I feel like this is some sort of unreal nightmare. Is there some way she got away? I tried following a trail to see if i could find her, but i only see a small pile of long and short feathers.