I have been remaining optimistic about Rooska all this time, but tonight when giving her her night dose of nystatin, I noticed a weary look in her beautiful brown eyes that has me feeling less confident. I think she may be running out of strength. Her crop still seems stalled for some reason. She does still poop small amounts at a time, but it's just not enough. I'm out of ideas, out of options, and I don't want to keep her going indefinitely just to make myself feel better. This is absolutely devastating to me, and hard to write through all these tears, but it may just be time for me to start considering when to pull the plug and let Rooska have some peace. My giant Lavender princess, who announces her arrival with a great, loud "BRRRK?" The hen who loves people
so much that she'd choose to sit in the middle of a group of us rather than pick just one lap to cuddle in.

I cannot stop crying.
Edit 9-22, to add to this situation, my Campine, Ihi, is dying suddenly this morning. She hasn't been herself for a few months now, so it's not a huge surprise, but it does feel like it's rather abrupt after all this time without any real symptoms to go off of for treatment. I've brought her in to the warmth as a cold front has gone through and it's chilly today. I don't expect her to last the day.
Edit again, Ihi is gone.

My crazy Campine. What a lousy day.
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