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I hate to say it, but I didnt send her in. It was just too hard at the time and I didnt have any supplies on me to send her in, in this heat and I just wanted to give her a proper burial.
I was upset that he killed her because I was heading back to where I currently live, 3 hours away from them, and would have brought her back with me and then I was going to bring her body in after she died because I work at the university where they would have done the necropsy. Also I do not know how he did it which makes me sick. I was the one who put her in the box and I didnt see anything obvious. I will ask him soon now that I am a little more accepting in the fact she is gone. But he did say the first time he tried it didnt work and he seemed really uneasy so I am nervous to find out. AGH Poor baby
Agh, I do kind of wish I would have sent her but I was so upset at the time to think of her just getting chemically destroyed afterwards. I think I am just too sensitive..... But now I will never know what killed her and that is completely frustrating. I feel like not sending her in was selfish and irresponsible on my part.
And right before I went home, I noticed my other two had runny noses. I am hoping they were just drinking water right before I said goodbye to them and my mom said they looked ok today. But still.... now I will forever be freaked out and paranoid for my other girls.
Anyone have any ideas on what she died from?
The neurological issues were really bad at the end, I dont know if it was weakness or not but she had no control over her legs and often was in weird positions like the splits, rocking back and forth trying to stay balanced just laying there and bobbing her head.
She did have watery mucous coming out of her mouth when I put her in the box but I dont know if that could be from the way she was culled.
I was upset that he killed her because I was heading back to where I currently live, 3 hours away from them, and would have brought her back with me and then I was going to bring her body in after she died because I work at the university where they would have done the necropsy. Also I do not know how he did it which makes me sick. I was the one who put her in the box and I didnt see anything obvious. I will ask him soon now that I am a little more accepting in the fact she is gone. But he did say the first time he tried it didnt work and he seemed really uneasy so I am nervous to find out. AGH Poor baby
Agh, I do kind of wish I would have sent her but I was so upset at the time to think of her just getting chemically destroyed afterwards. I think I am just too sensitive..... But now I will never know what killed her and that is completely frustrating. I feel like not sending her in was selfish and irresponsible on my part.
And right before I went home, I noticed my other two had runny noses. I am hoping they were just drinking water right before I said goodbye to them and my mom said they looked ok today. But still.... now I will forever be freaked out and paranoid for my other girls.
Anyone have any ideas on what she died from?
The neurological issues were really bad at the end, I dont know if it was weakness or not but she had no control over her legs and often was in weird positions like the splits, rocking back and forth trying to stay balanced just laying there and bobbing her head.
She did have watery mucous coming out of her mouth when I put her in the box but I dont know if that could be from the way she was culled.

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