Gentleman’s Prayer
Everywhere Ive searched,
Nowhere have I found.
Love is cruel
Ever beating me down.
As soon as I discover
What I long to find
Up it jumps
Cutting me down from behind.
Is it worth finding…
I have to believe ‘Yes’
For without another
Half is as good as it gets.
Kind and sweet…
Too good to be true.
Please Lord give me the strength…
I want to see this through.
Pain and misery
Both chances I will take
For maybe what I look for
Will finally settle out of the wake.
Good times and bad
Lessons I have learned
‘Cowboy Up’ comes to mind
…but there’s still fear of getting burned.
For a chance at love,
No risk is too great.
For somewhere I know
I have a soul mate.
So Lord if your hearing this,
Kindly show me a way.
To rid myself of the hurt
That I pack around each day.
This is all I ask,
So when the chance finally shows
There will be no shortcomings…
Just the joining of two souls.
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I wrote this a few months before meeting my wife. We’ve been together 15+ years. 15th anniversary is 11/14.
I don’t ever share what I write. But I have an urge to share this for whom ever needs to hear it.