aw I'm so sorry to hear that...
Hugs and prayers for you; it's so hard to lose them.
But you did all you could. Don't blame yourself. You gave her love and care and she will always be thankful for that.
Keep your chin up and remember that she is probably up there with God, munching on the sweetest, freshest, and greenest grass that she has ever had...with all the insects and treats she can eat.
