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Just by being there and listening and praying for me, you guys are helping me. As for family support, my parents are not in a position to help me, and it scares me because they live on my land and it puts them at risk too. My son is trying to help as much as he can. I know some remember last year when my mom had her heart attack, it was then that this all started because I had to empty my savings and retirement to help her, I'd do it again too. My EX has never even tried to pay his child support and he had a heart attack 2 years ago at 44,,, he's over weight, drinks, smokes, etc, and got a Dr. to write a note that says he can't work and is trying to get his SS disability. He was supposed to have paid the taxes and didn't,, the County didn't send me any notices that he hadn't until I got a nasty gram in "legal speak".
In one way, I almost hope I do lose this place it would force me to move. But then I inherited from my grandparents,, I don't want to lose it this way. If I do lose it,, I won't be able to buy something and with my credit shot I can't even rent. I'm trying to cut down anyway I can and that means my animals will have to start going. The first will be the chickens and ducks, then the cats and dogs. I just can't imagine trying to find them homes when I'm the only home they've ever had. Elliot Beagle is 27 years old,, Max is 12, Valentino 12, they are the oldest and I don't think they would adapt well so the younger ones will go first. I'm just praying it doesn't come to that. The chickens and ducks I love dearly but I can save a ton every month on their feed alone. This is the worst case scenario that I just hope doesn't happen. Injuring my knee took me out of running for a waitress position I almost had,, it just seems when something positive is about to happen, something else kills it.
Margie and featherbaby I sure hope your situations improve too! You are all in my thoughts and prayers!
PS: I did manage to take my mind off it for a few hours by making 24 geese for a lap quilt today!!!