Well, many of you know DH and I are having problems and have been separated for 2 years. We have been married for 15 years. We had some really hard times starting about 6 years ago. We lost our business, filed bankruptcy, lost our home and everything that wasn't tied down. DH went into a tail spin and never was able to pull out. We share a house with a "friend" since we weren't able to buy one ourselves and she needed roomates. Been living like this for 4 years now. We sleep in different rooms. DH and I still get along great, we just handled things differently. We grew apart and he doesn't love me "like he should". I still love him tremendously. I believe one day, God will make us a family again. We both have issues we need to work out. I turned to God, who is walking with me through these times. DH, is trying to do things on his own. Anyway, I had an awful nightmare last night about us. Something about a bank parking lot and I was trying to run him over with my car. I was screaming at him in my dream and woke myself up making little crying noises. Usually I try to keep a positive outlook on things, I know God won't give me more than I can handle. But sometimes I just need some prayers and encouragement from people around me. So prayer warriors of BYC, please keep me in yours.