We brought home 45 meaties last Monday, free from the feed mill from their spring, chick days event. We lost 4 after the first 3-4 days but the rest are doing great. I think the ones we lost were the ones that didn't figure out that they should eat. They grow so fast! We're going to be busy in 2 months. Hopefully, I can get them moved outside to the tractor before too long.
I'm very proud of you! It is emotional sometimes. I believe once you start, you will become more detached. It becomes a rhythm. You will be glad when you are done, and surprised by your calm.