I've still got ten pages of posts to read, but this week is my week to do the deed so i'm posting ahead of myself. first to say, that's so funny about the Baptist. me being one.
anyway. I've been trying to get myself ready for many months & i'm no closer now than 10 months ago. the only difference being, my roo is devastating to my flock's wellbeing. he's this really big, gorgeous one year old australorp I've had since he was a couple of days old. he's got the girls stripped of feathers on their backs & starting on their wings. I've got 12 babies coming up & those girls will never be able to cope with this brute.
my buff orp is desperately hanging on to hatch her clutch & will be so depleted by the time they're born, she will never be able to fend him off.
instead of being the flock defender, he has become the flock destroyer. as a person responsible for the wellbeing of these creatures, I have to take him. I've tried to sell/give him away - no one wants him. it makes me so sad that he is so young, vibrant, gorgeous & has no future here.
I have never killed an animal before & i'm almost 60. it's agonizing & it's tearing me up. however, I strongly feel I need to be able to do these things for the wellbeing of my livestock & to support my family's ability to eat in hard times.
this week is my week. I must pick a day so I can take the steps to get the deed done. I think Tuesday will be my day. tomorrow I will get everything as ready as I can. I need to restrain him during the night so I can pick him up in the early morning. I read where someone tied their feet & laid them on the floor of the coop for the night. i'm not quite sure of the details & have to get them ironed out ahead of time.
I just want this over with. it's been eating me long enough. either I can or I can't. the very last thing I want is for him to suffer by any incompetence on my part. I've studied & read as much as I can about the kill. with God's help, I will make his death as easy as possible.
after him, I've got several young roosters coming up from this batch of chicks I've got. either i'm able to handle this reality of livestock or I need to get out of this aspect of self sufficiency.
anyway. I've been trying to get myself ready for many months & i'm no closer now than 10 months ago. the only difference being, my roo is devastating to my flock's wellbeing. he's this really big, gorgeous one year old australorp I've had since he was a couple of days old. he's got the girls stripped of feathers on their backs & starting on their wings. I've got 12 babies coming up & those girls will never be able to cope with this brute.
my buff orp is desperately hanging on to hatch her clutch & will be so depleted by the time they're born, she will never be able to fend him off.
instead of being the flock defender, he has become the flock destroyer. as a person responsible for the wellbeing of these creatures, I have to take him. I've tried to sell/give him away - no one wants him. it makes me so sad that he is so young, vibrant, gorgeous & has no future here.
I have never killed an animal before & i'm almost 60. it's agonizing & it's tearing me up. however, I strongly feel I need to be able to do these things for the wellbeing of my livestock & to support my family's ability to eat in hard times.
this week is my week. I must pick a day so I can take the steps to get the deed done. I think Tuesday will be my day. tomorrow I will get everything as ready as I can. I need to restrain him during the night so I can pick him up in the early morning. I read where someone tied their feet & laid them on the floor of the coop for the night. i'm not quite sure of the details & have to get them ironed out ahead of time.
I just want this over with. it's been eating me long enough. either I can or I can't. the very last thing I want is for him to suffer by any incompetence on my part. I've studied & read as much as I can about the kill. with God's help, I will make his death as easy as possible.
after him, I've got several young roosters coming up from this batch of chicks I've got. either i'm able to handle this reality of livestock or I need to get out of this aspect of self sufficiency.