Had chicken in slip knots,,,hanging upside down...head in one hand..knife in other...put knife to throat....stopped...nope can't do this! I tried to do it 5 times! Hpw do I get over the initial cut??? ugh...back in the brooder he went...
Schedule another day and try again. You will do it one of these times. The first time is very hard and while it does not get easy, it will get easier.