Butchering day... Just need a bit of support. I have done it more than a few times but it doesn't seem to get easier. The hardest to do are my own birds vs ones others have raised.
-sigh-
I'm looking forward to great soup and a calmer coop though.
Just focus on the money you will save, the happiness (and health too) of the girls that will have more room and less stress.
The full freezer, delicious food. The knowledge that you are doing things right. The boys were happy, healthy, had sunshine and fresh air. They are dying with dignity.