Putting my favourite hen down

[West-Gin Farm]

My hen caught a bacterial illness with swollen face. She just didn't get better ever after a antibiotic injection from the vet. So I made myself do the deed today because to be honest I was avoiding it because of how difficult I knew it would be. I love raising hens and caring for them but having to put them down just torments me. Shouldn't this get easier at some point?!

So sorry for your loss!