I really don't have a clear head right now, so please bear with me. I am going on my second day now without smoking. I am quitting for the second time now. The first time, I quit for 3 years. I am an idiot for starting again. I guess, I have been smoking about a pack a day for 9 months. I don't want to smoke anymore. I am going to stop and not put myself through the withdrawls again. The problem is, I haven't told my mom about my descison, and she is a heavy smoker. I am supposed to go over to her house tommorrow. I know I am going to have to keep myself away from her house for a while. She smokes in her house, while I don't. She doesn't ever come to my house, so this is going to make things like visiting hard. Another thing is, I've asked my husband to go easy on me. He basically said that I did this to myself and that I deserve this.