Hi.
I don't know what happened.....I had some kind of reaction or something. But I slept real well last night until 9:00 am this morning. I had this IV contrast before, I love seafood and am not allergic to anything so far as I know. They all asked the same questions before they do a procedure like that. Are you allergic, have you had this done before, what happened that you are here? etc etc.
For some reason that night I had a reaction of some sort. Anyway, that was then, we're OK now.
I think I'm just nervous or something.......now I'm waiting for the CT scan info to get to the Dr. and I'll be waiting for that call to come in and go over that. Of course, in my mind, every ache or twitch I feel, I'm thinking, oh no, it spread to my hips, or my intestines, or somewhere else! This isn't fun. And I've been losing weight, not a whole lot, but that makes me think of the worst too. I know it's the anxiety diet that I'm on, plus I really don't have an appetite lately. When I see her this week is when she'll give me the meds I MIGHT need for the chemo side effects I suppose. I'll be asking more details on what I should be expecting to feel like and all. What she said the last time I saw her was that I'll lose my hair, and I'll feel achy all over like I got the flu. So, OK I've felt that before, what else? Come on give it to me straight please. I can be a real PIA.
I'm sure the nurses there on the day of chemo treatment will be taking care of who is going to be there and I suppose they will be giving me a little more info too. OR they don't say anything to you and you just get hooked up and go along with it.
What do I expect? I don't know! I want to know what to expect during this stuff, so I'm ready for it. I don't like NOT KNOWING. It's the worst feeling, and most people just say: It's different for each person; some have these symptoms; some don't; they have meds for this and that. etc.. This is not working for me, I need some kind of answers and I'm not finding them.
Told you I as a PIA.