Hey thanks everyone! I keep touching it....
i can actually run my fingers through it now.
Coyote - it came in darkish grey/brown. I couldn't stand it anymore so I dyed it a light auburn so it looks like my natural colour. The pic was kinda dark. And for some reason my eyebrows & eyelashes did a second molt, so now they're coming back in again
Deerman, thanks for your kind words, it helped me to not worry too much. How are YOU? I think of you a lot these days.
Well, I had my colposcopy today. I had to take a xanax before I went. Right away the Doc said he doesn't like these pap tests - the way they report things - he explained how broad they are, and how they always sound worse than they are, so that made me feel better. I watched on the screen as he was in there and he said that everything still looks good, no dysplasia......and anything that looked different was just thinning of the tissue, which is typical for my age. *whew* and
dewey you were right, the radiation made the readings look "atypical, high grade". He didn't scrape anything out for biopsy, cause it looked good in there
I go back the end of April and he'll give me another pap & colposcopy only if there is anything strange looking in there, otherwise I'm good right now. And if there was anything in there precancerous, it has nothing to do with the other cancers I had. Just one of those things we girls have once in awhile, just have to take care of it and keep on top of it.
I'm breathing a bit easier now.