Guys.... Something horrible just happened to her! She's dead.
I just stepped on her! I'm a horrible mother. I was carrying a large item into the house i had just gotten for her to keep her from following other people around the yard, and she got under my feet.
I normally don't wear shoes around her so that we can feel if under foot. And I'm always looking down before I step.... I was soooo careful and mindful!
I was stepping a foot backwards as I opened the door and she was there...

(((( right there!
I heard a Pop, and saw her run! she ran about 5 feet layed down and closed her eyes and layed her head down quickly. It lasted about a second only , She's in the kitchen counter now wrapped in a towel.
I can't believe I just did that! I feel like cutting off my foot!
. I worked hard to get her and make her happy both physically and mentally. She was my freaking baby!!!! Omg. She's just dead. Not even a chance to save her. I'm glad it was instant though. She didn't suffer.... I can imagine the pain was unbearable for that second though! I caused that to an animal!
I think the "Pop" noise could have been her lungs... Or the gaping opening the Inards came out of. I'm just.... What is wrong with me!!! I have her blood on my hands.

. She didn't have a lot go blood. I still can't believe she's dead