Guys.... Something horrible just happened to her! She's dead.
I just stepped on her! I'm a horrible mother. I was carrying a large item into the house i had just gotten for her to keep her from following other people around the yard, and she got under my feet.
I normally don't wear shoes around her so that we can feel if under foot. And I'm always looking down before I step.... I was soooo careful and mindful!
I was stepping a foot backwards as I opened the door and she was there... (((( right there!
I heard a Pop, and saw her run! she ran about 5 feet layed down and closed her eyes and layed her head down quickly. It lasted about a second only , She's in the kitchen counter now wrapped in a towel.
I can't believe I just did that! I feel like cutting off my foot!
. I worked hard to get her and make her happy both physically and mentally. She was my freaking baby!!!! Omg. She's just dead. Not even a chance to save her. I'm glad it was instant though. She didn't suffer.... I can imagine the pain was unbearable for that second though! I caused that to an animal!
I think the "Pop" noise could have been her lungs... Or the gaping opening the Inards came out of. I'm just.... What is wrong with me!!! I have her blood on my hands. . She didn't have a lot go blood. I still can't believe she's dead
Ok so after last weeks accident, we put in an order for australian spotteds at Holderreads so crossing our fingers they have enough to fill the short term order.
We buried peepers behind the house with a little head stone and cross.