I have quit too. Been quit for a few months now. On November 29, 2007 my mother died at the age of 52. Her lungs collapsed on her from smoking. She went into surgery, had complications and had to go back in surgery the day after the 1st one. She has 7 children--- me being the oldest (I am 36). My youngest sibling was 17 at the time. The day she went in she told me that she didn't think she would make it through the surgery and told me what her wishes were. She would have died if she didn't have it so she didn't have a choice. Anyway, she was put on life support after the 2nd surgery and we (the children) had to make the hardest decision of our lives to remove it. We all had a decision in it but it was ultimately up to me as she had me as her power of attorney. I decided after that I would not put my family through what I had went through. I had to fight with myself to quit. Then on her birthday I was "talking" to her at her grave and said that I needed the strength to quit but didn't know if I could do it. I have had trying times but then I look at pictures of my kids and ask myself which means more to me. Its hard to quit but worth it. Set your goals and remember you are definitely not alone.