Sounds like it was an accident. Dont beat yourself up over it. Forgive yourself and move forward. Accidents happen and dwelling on them will bring you no peace.
Also sounds like your roo was a bit of a meanie... Maybe this was not such a bad ending. You may have ended up culling him anyway. You could consider it a blessing in disguise.
And for the record, if it helps console you, I have whacked my roo (more than once...or twice...) with whatever I happen to have nearby. Sometimes they need whacked.
Also sounds like your roo was a bit of a meanie... Maybe this was not such a bad ending. You may have ended up culling him anyway. You could consider it a blessing in disguise.
And for the record, if it helps console you, I have whacked my roo (more than once...or twice...) with whatever I happen to have nearby. Sometimes they need whacked.