The All Night Diners

[BullChick]

If I tell someone they are an immoral piece of poop, an apology isn’t going to cut it.
If I admit that someone is untrustworthy, apologies ain’t gonna do.
If I say, “wa wa! I have no one to trust, because everyone has abandoned me.” Someone is gonna hug me, and either tell me it’s not my fault, or agree that I’m worthless. I don’t like either response. They both make me feel bad.

 

[BullChick]

You are NOT stupid. Who told you that? Pizz on them! How is duckling?

I am. I figured it out. I gotta go, but I don’t want to pee on myself (again!).
Duckling is watching Finding Nemo. We decorated more for Christmas, and she made oatmeal raisin cookies.

 

[CapricornFarm]

If I tell someone they are an immoral piece of poop, an apology isn’t going to cut it.
If I admit that someone is untrustworthy, apologies ain’t gonna do.
If I say, “wa wa! I have no one to trust, because everyone has abandoned me.” Someone is gonna hug me, and either tell me it’s not my fault, or agree that I’m worthless. I don’t like either response. They both make me feel bad.

I think you need a self esteem boost. Have you considered therapy? I find keeping busy helps me a lot.

 

[BullChick]

So now I’m crazy.

 

[BullChick]

Yeah, I’ve spoken to a few counselors. Turns out the only thing I should feel bad about is putting up with too much. That and I was told that I am to blame for being raped. Yup! I turned him on with my young body, and begging him to stop wasn’t fair. I got what I deserved.
I literally don’t think I’m that horrible. But someone has to be wrong. If I always think I’m right, I will become the mean person.

 

[CapricornFarm]

What? That is absurd! Men are such jerks! Not your fault in any way. It happened. It was terrible. But you need to move on. Love yourself for who you are, not what happens that you can't control. Take self defense classes. Become empowered! You can live this life, you are a woman! Try not to struggle over what others choose to do or not do. How important will a missed meal be in 20 years? Only fight important battles. Love you.

 

[BullChick]

I am woman, hear me nag.

 

[CapricornFarm]

 

[CapricornFarm]

I think i should be able to sleep tonight, i am in bed already. Rare for me, hubby usually hits his bed first.
When i say therapy i mean like occupational therapy. Do some craft or hobby. It helps me a lot. Psych doctors not so much. They just nod a lot. Not really helpful.

 

[BullChick]

Chickens are supposed to be my hobby. I don’t seem to have time. I stopped reading books (you’re a mother. Who has time?).
LOL! I used to rearrange furniture. Duckling now tells me when it’s time. Alas, I can’t move the big stuff anymore.