You are in my prayers. We will believe God for the comfort of His presence, the reassurance of His love, and the healing that only His love and time can bring.
I lost my Mother to a ruptured aortic dissection and it was so sad. We were very close. My heart goes out to you. Try to take it one day at a time and know you are not alone.
Dear friend...I too have felt your pain--Aug 07 for me and my husband was 37. I can only say I am sorry for your loss and the pain you must be going thru--but it does get better--different--but then better. If you ever need to talk-or need a pen pal--pm me.