For all of you who don't mind my explanation for my absence.
This past Friday two of my husbands co-workers one who he worked closely with every day, went into forced quarantine. NS hadn't been quarantining people until then. And they'd been in the office since Monday. I had just been getting better from a cold. And by Sunday I was feeling sick again. (Now admittedly what ever I got could have been from other people. But those are the possible contacts I know of. I did go to a strangers house for hatching eggs, and to a store on Friday, before completely locking everyone inside the house.)
I had a sore throat to the point I was spitting out blood when I cleared my throat. It was difficult to breathe too, but I have allergies and asthma, things are thawing here, but Allergy meds didn't help. I was trying to convince myself I was fine. I've been very aware and conscious about spreading things. Not touching people, or breathing near them. Lysol on doorknobs and what not.
I am getting better now. It's really only lasted a few days. I have no way of being tested since they're only testing people who've been out of the county and have symptoms. So I decided it was Strep throat since I'd had it before, this seemed similar, and I want to believe that's what it was. Not likely since I'm getting better so quickly......
I noticed that the stress of it was affecting how I was writing for RPing. I didn't want to write Kipp offering his hand to Fred. GERMS. >u< And I couldn't focus on what he should be thinking about. I pushed though that feeling earlier this year when I was stressed about other things. I know it affected my writing, and Kipp was doing and saying things he normally wouldn't have. So I needed to take some time to reset my thoughts. Instead of writing I've been doing other things, trying to get back to a more normal state of mind so I can be myself again. Lots of drawing, music, and spending time with the chickies.
It's not like I leave the house all the time so being home should be easy.
I'm starting to feel like I've calmed down a bit. For now anyway. So I should be around a little bit more.