I numb the grief like it's my day job, but I don't blame myself
There's a lot of pain within that could kill a heart
There's a lot of pain within that could kill a heart
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And then I'm backed up in the corner on the floor bleeding outI numb the grief like it's my day job, but I don't blame myself
There's a lot of pain within that could kill a heart
God, I want to runAnd then I'm backed up in the corner on the floor bleeding out
While a thousand voices scream, “You don't pray hard enough
Or believe enough, or confess enough.”
Well, I sure have had enough
‘Cause I don't know who you are anymoreGod, I want to run
Get me out of this town
Throw my phone into the ocean
And delete all my accounts
I'm donе with people-pleasing pеople who’d replace me any day‘Cause I don't know who you are anymore
And it's time to go find out
So while the world follows digital Jesus
I'm signing out
I numb the grief like it's my day job, but I don't blame myself
There's a lot of pain within that could kill a heart
And then I'm backed up in the corner on the floor bleeding out
While a thousand voices scream, “You don't pray hard enough
Or believe enough, or confess enough.”
Well, I sure have had enough
God, I want to run
Get me out of this town
Throw my phone into the ocean
And delete all my accounts
‘Cause I don't know who you are anymore
And it's time to go find out
So while the world follows digital Jesus
I'm signing out
I'm donе with people-pleasing pеople who’d replace me any day
I'm done giving to a system that only takes
I'm done with keeping my performances up every day
When I just hate myself behind the scenes
Pull the curtain, burn the stage
I'm done playing this game
The truth is I am my Father's childHow many times can you hear the same lie
Before you start to believe it?
The enemy keeps whisperin' to me
I swear these days it's all that I'm hearin'
I used to know who I was
Now I look in the mirror, and I'm not so sure
Lord, I don't wanna listen to the lies anymore
The truth is I am my Father's child
I make Him proud and I make Him smile
I was made in the image of a perfect King
He looks at me and wouldn't change a thing
The truth is I am truly loved
By a God who's good when I'm not good enough
I don't belong to the lies, I belong to You
And that's the truth