Thank you!! Yeah, it's hard because when my mom's not drinking she's really great and we're pretty close but then when she does she's annoying or worse so it's like I don't want to forgive her but I do. My brothers I don't think have and kinda hate her. Well, hate's a strong word. My little brother is still nice mostly but my older one is more like my dad and thinks she's like this loser and it pisses me off. Granted, she also has a lot of junk all over the house and no job but it just annoys me cause she's a good person and tries hard so why are you such a jerk. I mean, he's never really a jerk to her (well, sometimes he is) but they'll say stuff about her. Him and my dad are weirdly close.
Anyway, I definitely need to move out. I think I'd be way better off haha
And sometimes he doesn't but tonight he did
But I'm sorry 

 to you too