Emotions can not only make you ..feel bad...but make you ill. I've been pretty sick. This bug had gotten me good. Whole family has been sick too, but mine hung on. I've got just a wee bit of stress going on.. My husband is one of course, he's declining faster than we thought he would, but now my sister that I'm guardian of is not happy. Our Lisa that you've heard me speak of. I guess dialysis is tough. I can only imagine. Just had her back in the hospital for the second time because if her fishula. First, a reroute, this time a blood clot had to be removed from the top part of it. She has been talking about wanting to end her life..to go home to heaven and see mom. I just want to get her through the holidays, then have a talk with her to let her know that she can stop Dialysis anytime. It's her decision. I don't think she knows this. The head guy at dialysis said to let him know, he will work with us. Not sure what he meant. Maybe go days down a week. He says they actually go pretty peacefully..just go to sleep. I will bring her home if she wants to stop it. It will only take her 2 weeks to 2 months. I have a feeling she will want to quit.
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I'm sorry!!! That's got to be so hard!
