The NFC B-Day Chat Thread

Yep much... I battle depression big time... Clinically Depressed... Means long term.... Part of what aided me to gain so much weight. A way to hide from the world. I call it my onion layers... layers of physical separation from the world... aiding in my emotional separation from the world....

Each layer is somewhat painful to remove... Incresing my feeling of vunuralbility and decreasing my physical perception of strength. Been through this roller coaster before... But never have I lost so much in so little time.

Emotions can make you feel sick if you arent used to exposing them. At least for me. The best way I can express them is in written form. I stumble on actual communicaiton.

Going home is like going back to my Centere... Once back in that world I find my ground and the depression eases. I cant go though till I Stabilize my weight loss. Which likely will fit into my estimated time frame of one or two months after the new year.

deb
I battle clinical depression too. Ever since I was in my 20s. It's a struggle. Keeping busy and staying on my meds is key for me.
 
Emotions can not only make you ..feel bad...but make you ill. I've been pretty sick. This bug had gotten me good. Whole family has been sick too, but mine hung on. I've got just a wee bit of stress going on. ;). My husband is one of course, he's declining faster than we thought he would, but now my sister that I'm guardian of is not happy. Our Lisa that you've heard me speak of. I guess dialysis is tough. I can only imagine. Just had her back in the hospital for the second time because if her fishula. First, a reroute, this time a blood clot had to be removed from the top part of it. She has been talking about wanting to end her life..to go home to heaven and see mom. I just want to get her through the holidays, then have a talk with her to let her know that she can stop Dialysis anytime. It's her decision. I don't think she knows this. The head guy at dialysis said to let him know, he will work with us. Not sure what he meant. Maybe go days down a week. He says they actually go pretty peacefully..just go to sleep. I will bring her home if she wants to stop it. It will only take her 2 weeks to 2 months. I have a feeling she will want to quit. :(.
:hugs
 
Yeah, and music helps too..gotta be rock and roll!
I got our tree:weeand it was free, live tree with a stand!:love

Hope you'll share a picture when it's up & decorated!

Do you have trouble with your cats bothering the tree? Mine are real pests about messing with ours. That's why I don't put a tree up until about 10 days before Christmas.
 
Hope you'll share a picture when it's up & decorated!

Do you have trouble with your cats bothering the tree? Mine are real pests about messing with ours. That's why I don't put a tree up until about 10 days before Christmas.
I keep the ornaments off the bottom 2 feet, they always knock those off. I do put some unbreakable ones down there. Other than that, they are usually ok.
Yes, I will share a photo!:)
 

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