I understand. My mother lost twin baby girls in November. They only lived a few minutes after birth. She didn't get to attend the funeral, and she said that made it harder for her. It was always the worst month for our family. She was very depressed when November rolled around.Thanks, Janie. Everyone has a story…things they’ve gone or are going through. I’m no different. Every year I swear that I’m just not going to dwell on it…..and every year I blow that resolution out of the water. But this too shall pass, right? I have so many great and wonderful things to love about my life that I should focus on, and I usually do. But I absolutely hate June. Lost my dad, my beloved Gramma Grace, my sister Linda, and my grandson Austin all in June.
December was like a light switch flipping. I think it helped her to decorate and shop for Christmas, and concentrate on myself and my brothers. My dad was very indulgent with the decor and shopping.
I was born 16 months after the twins died. She named me "Jayne" because it meant gift from God. Not sure I lived up to that expectation, but I adored my mother. She was such a wonderful lady and she was a great influence on so many people.
I know Linda and Austin had to have felt that way about you also, because you are a wonderful lady and very influential also. They were so lucky to have you in their lives.
What a blessing you must have been to your beautiful mother, just as you are to so many here.
. Upper 90's come Wed. Thursday, and Friday. 90 today. I don't do heat. Glad I got central air in last year!