Well, the exact story:Sarah, I know you are in A LOT of pain, but what happened?
I was laughing so much at "Zelda's" depiction of my drawing that I leaned against the living room wall, and therefore leaned against the cord to the massive cement/metal antique lamp on one of Mom's shelves, and therefore send it crashing down on my head. I don't remember where it hit me exactly, but I found myself on the ground, my head bleeding, and I typed that unintelligible message to you guys before serious becoming desperate. I got so dizzy that I could do nothing but wrap my arms around my knees and-
Cry. Yes, me, Sarah, began sobbing uncontrollably. I don't know about you guys, but I certainly do not wish to die before I'm an adult, no matter Who's waiting for me up There.
I have never felt so alone or scared in my life. -_-
And, yes, at that moment of utter despair, I came to the dramatic realization that death actually could be possible with a head injury like that. -_-
So I passed out, crying bloody tears.
I guess Mom got home soon after, and I woke up around 6 in this hospital feeling... I dunno, so terrible there's no words to describe it. -_-