Nothing wrong with long posts here, hon. We understand.
I have, at times, been on the front end of the wildlife rescues.
I even cared for a tiny Canadian Goose gosling a few years ago, after a tornado went through the area. She had been found trotting as fast up the road as her maybe 2-3 day old legs could move her towards my sister-in-law's house. She went up to my SIL, crying, and she gave her water and chicken feed (she has chickens, too), and called me. I took care of the little sweetie for nearly 2 full weeks until I could arrange a meeting with a qualified and trustworthy rehabber, and - though I'd promised myself I would never get into waterfowl - I fell in love!
So, almost as soon as I had gotten the orphan delivered, a friend got me two goslings of a tame breed, Chinese Brown. They're adults now, and I had hoped I had a pair, but it doesn't appear to be the case. *sigh* What I do appear to have is a seriously mean male and a more docile male.
I may have to rehome the meanest one, because he terrorizes my adult youngest son (who doesn't even try to make friends with him), and he has left bruises on my elderly mother.
I was so wanting to have a pair, so I could have little ones again... makes it easy to decide which one to keep, if I can find a female.
The loss of critters is the hardest thing, so I can easily understand how you would get to the point where you could no longer do it every day for the wildlife. I thank you for what you did, though, during that time. It's one of the important jobs that often gets overlooked.
Oh, and by the way, that wasn't a long post for this site. It was just fine!