Oh no... don't misunderstand. You might get depressed and wish to put an end to that awful feeling. What you are longing for in that situation is not more death, but less; you're longing for more life. That doesn't mean you (or anyone) have a right to do anything about it except to wait, trusting, or that it would ever be a good idea in any but the most outlandish circumstances to speed things up.
"Trust, and you will yet see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living." A lot of the time, the bad feelings come more from hormonal imbalances and poor mental hygiene than from actual events. You mustn't listen to those things; they lie. The depression will pass & there are things you can do to speed it along. If you need some suggestions, message me, please.
When I say I want to go home, that doesn't necessarily mean I'm in pain. It just means I expect better, lovelier things and am longing for them; don't we all? We long for these things because we were made for them. I've had a taste here and there. I can wait.

