Sootfur looked at Firestar and sighed, "yes." A dull look covered her eyes. The vibrant gray/green was not vibrant anymore. "I had one sister, a wonderful mother, and a very good father". "A tear sprang up in her eyes. She sniffed and continued, "When I had just become an apprentice, I really wanted to go hunting, so I made my sister go with me." Tears began to flow now. "We were out for hours, and then I got snatched by an owl." "I guess somehow I made it drop me, but it went back and I know it got her." She lowered her head and then said "I have never forgiven myself, and never will."