9 more days until my first day at a new school!!! I am so nervous!!!!!!!
I know one person. And we aren't great friends, as we are still at the stage of feeling shy around one another (we are both very shy).. We met maybe one month ago, but let's just say, I am not good at making friends. I am nervous to talk to new people, especially when they don't talk to me, and unfortunately it seems that she is the same way.. And I have heard that the school is so big, that on the first day, even if you know someone, you probably won't find them at lunch.
That brings me to another problem.. Who will I sit with at lunch!?!?!? If I can't find the person I know, I will be dead!!! I am so shy I wouldn't dare to sit at a table by someone I don't know. My brother went to the same school last year, and he didn't know anyone either. But he is good at making friends, as he actually will talk to people.. So, he had already made a friend by lunch. I can promise you one thing, I probably won't. I went to a new school, and the first year I was there, I managed to make no friends!! So many people approached me, wanting to be my friend, but once again my stupid shyness turned them down..
And then there is PE. I haven't gone to a school with PE for 2 years. I am not super athletic I must admit, and have trouble understanding sport terms and directions. And my brother had the same PE teacher I got. And he said if you ask a question about directions, he'll (the teacher) yell at you. And my brother is on his bad side, so I hope he won't be mean to me because of that..
I am just so so so so so so nervous about this new school.. I will probably be having a panic attack the morning (and probably the night before) that school starts...