I'm feeling a lot of anger at myself too. I know I messed up somewhere there or he would still be cuddled up with me right now. I think part of my grief is simply because I'm so used to having part of my mind constantly aware of where Tuck is...I let my awareness slip for a moment and lost him. I have to believe that someone has him. That somewhere out there, he's safely warm, with a full belly and someone to be his touchstone. He's always been the dog that needed to be near me every second..he even slept in my lap while I ate. So small and quiet that you'd never know he was there unless I ate the last bite without sharing. I don't know how he knew...but my quietly sleeping baby would lift his head, look at me and make the saddest sound if I forgot his tidbit was supposed to be the last bite.I'm so sorry all of your efforts to retrieve Tuck have not payed off yet. He is so adorable, no wonder some human won't give him up. Keep posting and doing the foot work ♡♡♡♡ you are in my good thoughts.
Yeah, I think we were all a bad influence to eachother with our caring, hoarding tendencies. Obviously we needed time away to regroup and regain sanity
. I'll try to be better.
For me, losing Forest was pivotal. I had so much anger towards myself for not being there for him. Made me cat manic but forced me to slow in other areas. Now, I'm working towards balance.... right?
Give the girls a virtual hug from us, tell Kimi we are proud, study hard, be smart, and don't drink too much, lol.
Looking forward to more catch up and photos.
Anyway...I'm obsessed right now.
Balance right? I know you're right but man that's hard sometimes.