Personal; I'm don't think I am allowed to tell here. Let's say I am an making it my lifes mission that certain children abuse must go away, and also when that certain abuse happens to adult men and adult females. I still suffer from it daily. More from how it is not taken seriously by family/society/police then the abusers...
9/11 was a thing for me. A big thing. I have never seen anything like it. It was the first time this happened and luckely till now the last time. I was 11 and lived in the Netherlands and I was babysitting the neighbours kids for the first time. Their baby-sitter was sick, and allthough I was young, it was better then nothing and my parents were 2 doors down. Good kids, went to bed around 8 after a conversation about furby's.
Turned on the Tv. The news was on, I liked the news. And all of the sudden the news got stopped for an emergency broadcast (?? I only know these things as a test on the first monday at 12.00 of the month). I didn't quite understand it yet, thought it might be just a 'news thing' so I zapped forward, Belgian 1 and 2, BBC 1 and 2, CNN, Germany 1 and 2, France 1 and 2 (we are such a smal country that everyone just has those channels in our national 24 channel-thing). EVERY channel had the same. I saw the 2nd plane one live and the people falling. Since it was everywhere I knew THIS WAS A THING AND REAL. It was so weird and scary. At that moment it felt like a world war was happening like my grandparents and school talked about, a new ww2. The parents came home, really happy, a bit drunk after their romantic dinner, around half past 9 in the evening and they asked 'how did it go?

' I turned the TV off. And I just, answered like a zombie 'I don't know, it's... something is happening. People died. It's serious. Can't explain.' and walked out. Without saying goodbye to them or the baby sleeping next to me on the couch. It had made me so numb; I don't remember what I did when I got home. I guess I just walked to my room and bed and fell in sleep and woke up without remembering that experience due to being just.. bamboozeling numb? Offcourse everything in the paper and on school was about it; but only after 3 days I let something in. I was just so schocked that I froze?
It was not in a country where I live. But I guess I then realized that it is a real scenario that the world isn't as safe as you think. At every moment such a broadcast can come. Also in your own country. And you don't see it coming. So you have to enjoy life. But somewhere in the back of your mind also know 'what to do just in case'. Because I just went zombie numb. You don't want to do that the next time when it is more close. But the scariest part was that I then learned that I have no say in life. Life can be scary. Someday we can have worldwide broadcasts about some war or a nuclear disaster. And I feel a bit more now for people that actually lived through radio broadcasts of real war.