I have been so stressed lately.
I feel so sick the past few days...
my BF has been wonderful.
but he thinks i am sick now because i had to spend 4hrs with my ex. x.x
and that stressed me out. he was here to spend time with my daughter and the baby.
of course i "had" to be arround too......... sigh....... and fed him dinner........... etc........
so it was a very long 4 hrs............
and i could not spend it with my dad..........
and got a text later from my ex..............
stating that he visited "dad" for the both of us. x.x why dont he drive to his own fathers grave and visit him??????
sigh..........
so i did go and visit my dad monday. it has been raining so much that i dont want to stand over my dads grave in downpouring rain. sigh. but i miss him terribly. so that is weighing heavily on my mind.
and the finances....... my daughter asked me when the trash man comes. i was like normally today, but i have not been able to afford the bill. x.x so i told her that i will try to pay it this week and hopefully they will come get it next week.
rawr. just a rough patch.
glad i can talk to all my friends here.
Take you some extra vitamin C and B-complex. It will boost your immune system and give you energy to fight the blahs.