I love my roosters but they have to go... and I have someone who is willing to get rid of them for me, but it wouldn't be on my terms and the meat would be wasted. I feel --- I got the birds straight run (or hatched them, whatever), I knew the boys were going to have to go, I've fed them for months, and spent the money and time... if I want it done 'right', I'll have to do it myself. It doesn't make me feel bad to know this. Doing and thinking and feeling, (and eating) are different things... I'm still finding ways to put it off...