I am not accepting this. I don't understand how others see me as a senior. I just don't know how to go about life now. Do I stick to what's safe? Or what's exciting? Or look to my bucket list? Do I hatch less chickens based on how long I think I'll live? I am just very confused about what life is to become from today forward. I don't know how to be a senior. I avoid thinking about age and the end. Anyone at a loss knowing what comes with being a senior?