The sad part of human nature is that we judge ourselves so much harder then others judge us, and we don't forgive ourselves so easy. I sure hope you can make peace with yourself as there is no way you would of every done anything to hurt those babies. I am so sorry for your loss. Bless you for taking on the burden of Harry, I believe we all have a Harry in our life and those Harry's make us stronger for taking them on. Hang in there.
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