I’m SorryShe is gone.
My last baby is dead.
I am a complete wreck now, I can't stop crying and can't even get up.
She died in my hand. Bobbed her neck, heard some bubbling. I realized too late that she was drowning or something (I was not feeding her but her crop was full). I couldn't clear her airway, couldn't get oxygen in her, couldn't do anything. I was helpless and watched her die.
I feel like scum right now.![]()
