You should.I used to do lots of quick pen doodles like these.
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Now I get so hung up on planning and perfectionism, I never get any drawing done. It’s stupid.
Have you ever seen acrylic paint pouring? It looks so fun and freeing. No thinking or technical skill required.Just a crap ton of acrylic paint.. lol.
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Wow! Even those are amazing!

I totally get the planning and perfectionism thing!! I’m a major perfectionist too and it definitely makes it hard to actually do anything.
I do it with everything too.
Writing, drawing, music, etc.
Even essays for school I’d do it. Delete and rewrite what I wrote and/or toss it in the trash. Same with short stories/songs/letters/things I wrote for fun (really don’t do that anymore).
Even sometimes with like notes I’d take in class or things I physically write out I would literally get annoyed if the pen is low on ink or something like that and have to start over on a new page or trace over the letters again and again until it was darker and then I sometimes “fix” the letters I mess up by doing that, shade in gaps or whatever.
And also if I do need to tear the page off and start again, even the indents on the new page from writing on top of it annoys me so I have to find a fresh page without that.
These last few might be more OCD than perfectionism.


But still.
Whenever I do try to draw or whatever, even if it’s just like scribbling/a doodle/random design, I always get annoyed it doesn’t look “right” or how it looks in my head and keep redoing it.
When I’ve tried singing or making videos, I usually have to do a million takes until I get it “right” and usually the “mistake” isn’t even bad or worth redoing it over.
Sooo... yeah. All that to say: I totally get it.
I think we should both start drawing again and/or maybe force ourselves to do stupid, fast, bad, drawings and not get hung up on details and not let ourselves throw them out/redo them lol just to start. That way we can at least start doing something again.
And I have not heard of that but I looked it up and that sounds amazing!!!

Seems really really messy though!!! LOL
But I love it and I think I want to try it!

Or maybe water color.
Or clay. I’ve always wanted to try working with clay. It seems fun.

Whoops... sorry... there’s my novel for the day. Guess I still type them after all.


But at least the number of them is going down somewhat.