Sigh. My week’s break is over, physics2 starts in the morning. I really really don’t wanna.
This week was a rollercoaster. My mom came over and helped with some home improvement jobs. We installed two ceiling fans, fixed several sprinklers, extended my patio with pavers, finally set up my guest room, and tackled some obnoxious college and hospital paperwork. Felt good to get stuff done.
Visited my in-laws last night and was the designated driver home. Pulled in around 1am.. yipes. Had a lazy Sunday and just like that, my break is over.
Ended on a bad note. Had a minor meltdown over school. I’m so.. so so so tired. I just want to work with animals, but my entire life is school. Where are the animals. Where is the progress. I’m scared of burning out.
Ugh.. one day at a time. I need a break... damn physics.
Aww Tes I’m sorry. All I can really say or do is
For what it’s what it’s worth, I think you will be an amazing vet and if you can stick with it, I think you’ll love it and it will all be worth it in the end. I know it might not seem like there’s any animals now or like school will never end but it’s just a necessary stepping stone to get the animals, right? And I think when you see all those cute dogs and cats or whatever animals you’re planning on working with every day and all the ones you can help, it will all be worth it. Just try to stick with it and remember to breathe.
I hope you can find the time to get a mini break for your sake and sanity, even if it’s only like a weekend to clear your mind or dinner or something. You could use it.
But you will get through this.
Quit and start your own critter crisis line. Like Doctor Nick Riviera.
Sorry to hear about so many health problems. Definitely sounds like food poisoning kdog, glad you’re feeling better. Nothing quite like a total body purge.
How is your husband doing Nana? I’m fairly certain there’s something wrong with my heart, but I’m so wary of seeing a cardiologist. Seems like every time I pursue a health issue I end up almost dying lol.
Stay safe outside, heat exhaustion is no joke!
Thank you! Yeah I think it was too and I am glad I am over it. And yeah, for sure. It sucked and was definitely

but honestly now I feel great
And oh Tes! Not more health issues

you should really get that checked out and make sure everything’s okay.
And thanks, you too!! It definitely isn’t. I’ve had it before and almost heat stroke and it definitely was not fun ha I tend to get dehydrated and/or overheated/hot really easily and also sometimes tend to get migraines from the heat or dehydration or even sometimes exercise lol so I need to be extra careful ha that said..... I am usually... not. Lol and I think if so just carried a bottle of water with me and wore a hat or sunglasses or both more often, it might solve a lot of my problems. Might not really be more prone to it, just might not do anything to prevent it/take care of myself ha I still think I’m more prone to it though Andy bad habits just make it worse. Especially since I also tend to drink nowhere near enough as it is so maybe I am just already constantly close to dehydration???? I’ve been better about it, rarely if ever drink soda or anything, so I basically only ever drink water, but I just.... don’t drink enough of it. And I can go forever, like hours, without drinking anything, and then all of a sudden chug an entire glass or bottle or whatever of water.
Anyway, long story short, this is why I could never live in Texas or Florida or anywhere remotely warm and/or humid, I wouldn’t last LOL sorry guys
See, you’re joking, but like... for real though.
I’m so scared that even if I make it through vet school, I’ll be so sick of it and burned out that I won’t even enjoy being a vet, or it somehow won’t be want I want it to be.
I dunno my dude. I think I’m just tired.

I am sure you will be great at it and I think once you see all the animals you will be helping and all their cute faces, it will be worth it.

I think you just need a reminder of why you are doing it in the first place.
And a breather. And a nap. And maybe some alcohol.
You are tired, lady. Cuddle with your doggo, and ponder your future, though not so much that it feels overwhelming. There's a balance, right?
Besides, it's just school. If you get through it and it isn't what you wanted... then, screw it! It won't be the end of the world, and you might find something perfect for you in the process. You're super smart, and you'll be successful whether you're a vet or not.
X2. Said much better than anything I could’ve haha