Joseph will his own thoughts, no doubt.
My thoughts about "emotional baggage" is this.
1. The breed kept is often for nostaglic reasons. That's OK, but turning nostalgia into birds that reflect the objective written standard challenges emotionalism and "heart string" attachments and reality and nostalgia often run head long into each other.
2. Barn blindess takes many many forms, not the least of which is that we "like" certain individual birds. It's somewhat human nature to find reasons to be affectionate, but if this is at the price of not being able to cull adequately and ruthlessly, the progress made will be nill.
3. There is also the idyllic farm scene in our own brains of our great grand mother's day and this too impacts our ability to be as objective as we need to as breeders. This impacts everything from choice of variety, choice of breed, bantam vs LF, and so on.
4. Finally, it can be emotionally disturbing to be told your 3 years worth of work on a group of birds has produced stock for the stock pot, rather than for showing others what a standard bred variety looks like. We all can be defensive and this too can cripple our ability to move forward. It is easy to say, "Tell me the truth" and then rationalize away the good advice we've received, even though it was we who asked for that feedback in the first place. My mentors were/are some of the toughest, most honest, most brutally honest folks I know. It was very difficult at first. It may take awhile to get over taking such things personally and believe your mentor when she/he says, "now, don't take this personally". Yeah right.
My thoughts about "emotional baggage" is this.
1. The breed kept is often for nostaglic reasons. That's OK, but turning nostalgia into birds that reflect the objective written standard challenges emotionalism and "heart string" attachments and reality and nostalgia often run head long into each other.
2. Barn blindess takes many many forms, not the least of which is that we "like" certain individual birds. It's somewhat human nature to find reasons to be affectionate, but if this is at the price of not being able to cull adequately and ruthlessly, the progress made will be nill.
3. There is also the idyllic farm scene in our own brains of our great grand mother's day and this too impacts our ability to be as objective as we need to as breeders. This impacts everything from choice of variety, choice of breed, bantam vs LF, and so on.
4. Finally, it can be emotionally disturbing to be told your 3 years worth of work on a group of birds has produced stock for the stock pot, rather than for showing others what a standard bred variety looks like. We all can be defensive and this too can cripple our ability to move forward. It is easy to say, "Tell me the truth" and then rationalize away the good advice we've received, even though it was we who asked for that feedback in the first place. My mentors were/are some of the toughest, most honest, most brutally honest folks I know. It was very difficult at first. It may take awhile to get over taking such things personally and believe your mentor when she/he says, "now, don't take this personally". Yeah right.
