Well this week the journey has been a long and rocky road. You know the type that leave you wondering why you ever started on this journey in the first place. Let's see if I can recap - some topics got posted with pics on their own thread:
1. Had a Buff Orp get ripped open from back of comb to top of shoulder blades. Had her exposed neck bone sticking out of shredded skin. I won't post pics - they're too gross. Had to stitch her up myself and and have been providing great care and she is healing well. So far she is the only one who is still fighting the roos and won't submit. You can catch her fighting them slo-mo matrix style saying "Over my dead body". Seems like one of the roos said "O.K. if that's the way you want it." They don't have spurs yet but attack one another with their beak.
2. Had a peachick suddenly lethargic and stop eating and drinking and started walking around all scrunched up. Was giving it vitamins and TLC when I noticed some poop looking stuff on its rear end but couldn't tell if it was stuck to feathers or on vent. Gave it a little tug grasping it with my nails and it kept pulling out of vent. Pulled out a six inch long "rope" with another inch or two of a strand of hay sticking out end of rope. I examined the rope, which was as wide as a pencil and it seemed to be a rope of hay pieces. I guess it had been eating hay and little pieces of it and got clogged up. No sooner had I taken care of this disgusting deed when it began eating and drinking and fully recovered instantly. However had two more get sick the next day - one died despite all efforts and the other is still lethargic. Only thing I can think of is that we had a really bad rain and wind storm come through the night before and they could have gotten chilled or misted from rain and wind blowing through coop. Wind was tornado strength and blew down large limbs and small trees, or they too got clogged up eating hay. Nothing coming from their vents and they are pooping, but so was she.
3. Finally yesterday evening I discovered that my smallest goat, Bitsy, had broken her leg. Upper thigh bone broken clean through and leg just swinging all around. Rushed to vet who after numerous attempts was finally able to set her leg. She is now inside in Rex's kennel.
Here's a link to that thread:
https://www.backyardchickens.com/forum/viewtopic.php?id=69518
Like I said - difficulty journey this week. I was sitting in vet's office last night in tears, especially when she told me it was a good clean break and should heal properly. DH saw me tear up and said "that means she's going to be o.k." I said "I know that. It's me I'm worried about. I don't think I can do this. I don't know what I'm doing. I don't know why I'm here. I left my home, church and friends to move to a farm and start raising crops and animals that require full-time attention. Every day I'm hand feeding something, stitching up something, draining a hen, cutting open feet, giving shots, moving chicks around, trying to keep everything alive, and crawling around in poop. I can't do it anymore."
Anyone get the idea I was really tired? It has been "DIFFERENT" to say the least. For the past 15 years I was a world traveller, public speaker, visiting every major city in the world. For the last three years I also had a vintage jewelry shop just for fun and hobby. Next thing I know the Lord says "I have a place picked out for you and I'm going to plant you there and you'll move no more." Then He tells me to come here and put a note on door asking to buy home. Next week we pack a few clothes in suitcases, leaving everything else behind, and move in while their furniture is still here. It all happened so fast it can only be God but I still don't know why. I only know I'm trying to do what I think is expected of me but I'm feeling so inadequate.
Well like Scarlett O'Hara says "I can't think about that now, if I do I'll go crazy. I'll think about that tomorrow."
Tomorow the journey continues........