Thank you all for your kind words and prayers and PMs. Your prayers have been answered. I awoke this morning with a new energy and peace and went about morning chores with His Joy and Peace. I give all glory to God. There's no way I could be doing any of this on my own. I was up till 2:00 a.m. with little Bitsy. She seems to have a bad cold and cough and was laying in a place she wetted and was soaking wet. I sat holding and rocking a little goat who was soaked with pee and cleaned out her kennel - got a few hours sleep - got up cleaned house, did morning farm chores, pailed out disgusting duck pool, all the while happy and thanking God. I have been so blessed and those that read my threads, including my Bethel thread, know that I have a strong faith and it is that which keeps me going. Do I get down and tired as all get out on some days, like yesterday? Yes, I'm human. And of course I still question why I'm here but I know that He has a plan and someday it will all be revealed. Each of our lives are that way. We can choose to walk in His way or our own way. I'll choose His way though often times, it's the harder way and the journey is treacherous but oh, the destination is heavenly.
