Hang in there, Ruth. It's a time of reflection for you. Perhaps a time of decisions. You chose this way of living for a reason. Focus on that reason and your goals. Access where you are and whether it is in line with your goals. You can make adjustments if needed. Most of all, get some rest and good sleep so you can put things in perspective and see things more clearly.
By the way, I do think it may be time for rooster soup.
Take care,
Penny
By the way, I do think it may be time for rooster soup.
Take care,

Penny