Thanks to you all, I know you know what I am feeling that's why this is such a great place to come for my comfort.
It has been a hard year for me, I lost 2 chickens, 1 zebra finch, and a 10 y/o cat to cancer. I have another cat 21 y/o and going fast, I have a dog and he tries to save the hens from harm, he attacked a hawk and saved a hen.
I think I have made up my mind, I will burry her in the back yard near my berry patch, I like the idea of her giving back to the earth, but my ground is not soft yet we just got hit by 2 feet of snow. I have two freezers in the garage, I will wrap her good in cloth and just let her slide into the hole with the cloth and all so I do not have to see her again. I will save some feathers, since I am a Cherokee that dreamcatcher is a great idea. Her colors are stunning all golden nd black. Thanks for your ideas as you can see I took all of them and rolled them into one to get my choice.
I just hope my new year is better.
I hope you all have a great New Year and know how much I appreciate your kindness
Rosemarie