The only person in my house that's envious is my sister's husband. He's an avid outdoorsman. You see, they think that I could do the same thing there, or at least somewhere in the lower 48 that they could drive to, and probably I could. But I like it HERE and that's not what they get.
They don't understand my loving to live with nature over living near family. They don't get that I'm not a people person and that it includes family. I love talking to them and chatting online with sis, but for them to be able to pop in whenever would be too much even weekly... so what's the difference if I'm in Montana or Alaska???
I just want them to understand that I AM happy here... sis says she doesn't think I am.
All this revolves around Sam unfortunately, they think the sole reason for my staying away is because of him. Yea he's brash and politically opinionated and can be a real backsidewipe, but we are what we are and that's not changing. They are very different than Sam is... he's a screw you if you don't like it type, and they are all pretty mild mannered. BUT he is NOT the reason I'm here.... I married my FIRST husband after we joined the army together to MOVE HERE, and we did. Met Sam here, crap happened.... so I always wanted to come here.
The excuse with that, well it was an adventure then! Whatever.