GingerRose
Free Ranging
I completely understand. I haven't put a brush in paint in over 2 years. I cared for my mother, who lived with us, she had dementia. She left me on Christmas Night, 2021. I wouldn't paint when she got worse. I gave her my undivided attention (and my narcissist husband actually didn't use it against me while she was alive). Now that she is gone, I can't seem to find my inspiration to paint. I have tried several times, I have 3 waiting on me now, with blank canvasses looking at me...I have to keep telling myself that there's no countdown timer on art. There is no invisible clock. I spent 5 years to paint one painting. I have a few paintings that are going to end up 2-3 year paintings. Sometimes I can sit and crush it with sheer determination and willpower, like the d'anvers hen I posted. Other times I just can't, and the painting sits on the easel half finished, calling me names when I walk in the room to water plants. It's not a race, so it's best to just enjoy yourself and the journey and let it come.
I can do other projects successfully in good timing, but no paint. It's heartbreaking, because it's my escape.