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For me it was the scriptures on stoning unruly sons, etc. I read them around the age of 7. It hit home on a few too many levels and well, thus began my questioning of why a god of any type would allow or demand that to happen. And why the church would stand by a man who beat his children in the 'name of god'.
Trust me, a 7 year old is terrified enough of abuse but to have it written in the good book and having the church back it up.... well lets just say I had nightmares for YEARS thinking I was evil or some sort of demon.
ETA.... seriously I thought I was some sort of demon, I drew dragons and the church nearly tossed us out. My sister had night terrors and all our toys were taken away. I started having sleep paralysis episodes and thought I was being punished for being a horrible demon child. Took many years to overcome what those people did to me. Many years....
For me it was the scriptures on stoning unruly sons, etc. I read them around the age of 7. It hit home on a few too many levels and well, thus began my questioning of why a god of any type would allow or demand that to happen. And why the church would stand by a man who beat his children in the 'name of god'.
Trust me, a 7 year old is terrified enough of abuse but to have it written in the good book and having the church back it up.... well lets just say I had nightmares for YEARS thinking I was evil or some sort of demon.
ETA.... seriously I thought I was some sort of demon, I drew dragons and the church nearly tossed us out. My sister had night terrors and all our toys were taken away. I started having sleep paralysis episodes and thought I was being punished for being a horrible demon child. Took many years to overcome what those people did to me. Many years....
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