Thank you so much. I was very lucky to have him as my Grandpa.
I'm hoping to secure more Fluconazole tomorrow. Either way, I'm trying to find some fishzole to keep on hand as well. I have 150mg left right now, so that's 3 maximum doses and if I comprehended everything correctly, that's 3 days worth. I hid the piece of pill in a raisin to begin with and she wouldn't take it but she did take the other one without a pill. I then tried hiding it in boiled egg yolk and the pill disappeared before I even knew she had it. Thankfully she was the only bird there or I'd wonder if she even got it. It's obvious that she's starving. This is just so difficult not knowing what to treat for. I feel so guilty and it's just eating me alive. Too bad treating her for multiple ailments won't work and could possibly make things worse quickly. I hate the uncertainty but I guess that's life in reality.
Thank you for your time and knowledge. I really appreciate you taking the time to read my ramblings and sharing your thoughts. You help me with those feelings of failure that seem to be taking over. I keep going back and forth with how I should continue treatment. I just can't trust my own intuition with this since I'm not very experienced. My sweet little girl keeps trying to reassure me saying "You're doing everything you know to do. She's always been loved. No matter what, she's lived a good life." I know it's inevitable to lose some, especially when you have more and more birds, but that doesn't make it easier. Too bad the aggressive boys rarely suffer like this (not that I'd wish sickness on any of them ever)