Yep, losing a bird is never easy. I tend to wonder what I did wrong, if I had been better experienced, or fed them some other feed, or whatever -- but after losing a few over the years I stopped beating myself up. If my vet can't save them either then who am I to blame myself?
I was entertaining myself this week looking up girlie names for our newest pullets (we haven't even ordered them yet! but wishful thinking it will be in Spring). And there were numerology readings on the various names -- darn! if the numerology personalities didn't match every single one of the hens we have! The #1 in the reading said it was for leadership and that's exactly what our #1 girl name was -- "Phaedra"! Maybe your Silkie has a name that makes her a little less friendly than a different name with another numerology rating LOL!! All our current hens' names have a numerology #9 rating and I don't know if I should continue choosing #9 names to keep them all compatible or not

! Coincidentally, my DH is a #9 and likes to take care of them -- maybe because his #9 is compatible with them too!